Wednesday, January 26, 2011


Today I doubted.
Today I questioned. 
Today I tried to think through all the possible outcomes and prepare myself for each currently non-existent circumstance I could imagine.

Today I realize I wasted a lot of time.

So in this moment, I'm leaping in blind faith.
I'm giving up the contemplation of what all that possibly come and trading it in for what God has given me - this moment.
And I'm giving up all those - "I can't do this" mind games.

It's frustrating.  And yet it's freeing.

Because I know that even though this past year has been full of heartache, God really is good.

No comments:

Post a Comment